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Hmm.. Well:
My name is Morgan. Mogar is just a nickname. 16. Currently taken. Mhm. :) I aspire to become an animator. That, or an artist. I have an average-ish life.

I know, 'omfg another anime freak'
Uhm. No. :) I only watch VERY few animes now. I don't like to read subtitles either. It's annoying.

Other than drawing, music is a passion to me. And socializing with my dearest friends. The worst thing you could do is tell me that I can't hang out with so and so. It pretty much shuts down emotions for me. I like every kind of music. It draws me into every sound, beat, note. And every piece is original. Unlike us.

I often get "blue". It may be temporarly, but trust me, it happens. I do feel other things. Really. But recently... Not so much.
My feelings are easily moved. But I probably won't show you. You'd never know, unless I told you. :I


I'm a video game nerd. School isn't my cup of tea recently. I'm changing that. If you bother my beliefs, I will retaliate.


That's me in a nut shell? Yupp. Comment.

Don't be afraid. I'm just shedding old skin. (:

Sun Jun 21, 2009, 2:16 PM
Don't get me wrong, but I am grateful for the life I have now. My family, My love, My friends, My memories. Everything. But I do question one thing: Why have I been spoon fed lies all my life? Really?

Why have I been so naieve all these years, and JUST now opening my eyes? Shouldn't they have been open years ago? Honestly. I'm not stupid, I can handle what ever anyone can throw at me. I can understand the world. But only if I trust the person telling me. And I've trust too many people for way too long. Adults sometimes piss me off.


I'm too safe. Too plain. Too naieve. Too nice. Too stiff. Too trustworthy. Too stupid. Too good. Too everything.

And I am actually tired of all of it.

I don't really care anymore. I AM a young adult. I AM unique. I AM MY OWN PERSON. And I'm tired of feeling like crap everytime I am told I messed up completely. Yelling at me won't effect me anymore. Disicplining me won't effect me anymore either. Strike me, and I am gone. I am becoming indestructable. Very slowly, but gradualy. And I will not back down anymore.

And if they think I can't make it out in the world now, they would be surprised. I know how to surive. I'm not disabled. I know what I'm thinking when I type this. I know what I am getting into. I have friends who will back me up, no matter what happens. I am not weak, believe it or not. I'm not one to fight, but I will if forced to.

I am not changing who I am. Don't worry. I still care for every living creature on this earth. I still like the things I do. I still like the people in my life. But I won't be the passive push over you all once knew. My eyes are now opened to the world. Deal with it. You can't hide secrets from me anymore. Because of the support from my friends, I know what is true. I refuse to believe these lies anymore. Try and break me. I told you, I won't back down. At all.

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~Coyotegrin Sep 8, 2009, 2:01:38 PM
Hey hey hey! It's Kat! We're in art together! 8D
Nice gallery! :heart:

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Living's easy on a houseboat; let the ocean rock us back and forth to sleep; In the morning with the sunrise; look in the water see the blue sky; as if heaven has been laid there at our feet

-Conor Oberst "Sausalito"
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=blknekomage Aug 18, 2009, 11:55:55 AM
:3 thanks for visiting my page...found your journal entry to be intriguing if you ever need to talk to anyone I tend to be a good listener and have good advice. lol not to sound like a creeper that's the only thing I hate about the internet and comments ect.

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Okay so I really need everyone to just stop what they are doing and go here now!!! [link]

"Vita Brevis, Ars Longa"
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Mood: Lonely ~MogarPwns Aug 12, 2009, 7:44:36 AM
:raincloud: I miss my Oklahoma Friends...
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=Inuyuke Apr 14, 2009, 2:08:50 PM
Welcome to dA!

Enjoy your time here! If you have any questions, feel free to ask! <3

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So don't you say goodbye to me
Just turn your back away and leave
And if you're lucky I will be your last regret, your only friend
~Yellowcard: "Inside Out"
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~MogarPwns Apr 23, 2009, 5:02:57 PM
Hmmm.. :P
Naww I'm kidding.
I sure will :3 thank-q
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=Inuyuke Apr 23, 2009, 5:09:44 PM
^^ Quite welcome~ =D

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So don't you say goodbye to me
Just turn your back away and leave
And if you're lucky I will be your last regret, your only friend
~Yellowcard: "Inside Out"
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